All I wanted to do is change the momentum. I wanted to change how fast things would move. The anticipation grips me and causes me frustration. I wish I would know the outcome now and would not have to wait. The torment of not knowing makes me crazy. The waiting seems to go on forever. I analyze everything looking back and reevaluating every moment hoping to anticipate the future. I look deep inside feeling intuitive about the future but I find nothing.
Things start to move and start to move quickly. I am ready and it is a rush. I like it and it feels good. Answers. It’s happening not like I expected but maybe better. I like the momentum once things fall into place. I love the ride.